31 days

It was finally 31 days left until you came home for the first time and I was so excited. I remember being on the missions trip all excited to call you to say we finally only have a month left, but before I could say it then you beat me to it but said something way worse. No wrap... so your time got pushed back... now it was going to be longer than a month until you were coming home. I swear every phone call we had after that for 2 weeks something would always change and our time coming up together is going to be shorter and shorter. I am just waiting for it to poof disappear. I knew that this was a possibility and that they can approve his leave and take it away as he is getting on the plane but I just did not think it was going to happen. I thought everything was going to be okay and great and everything would go according to plan, but it didn't. I need to learn to be okay with it. But anyways now today July 23, 2019 we officially have 31 days until you come home and I can finally see you, I can finally hug you, I can finally know what it is like to be around you. I am so so excited for this. I hope nothing gets changed!