How it all began

It all started back in 2018 we match on tinder (still have no clue why I let myself on that site) and we talked a little. You tried to get to know me but I was very rude to you and shut you down and tried to push you away. You never let that happen though. You always came back messaging me at just the right times. I always opened up to you so fast, and I had no clue why I told you every little detail and secret that I had. I always thought that you were just one of those guys that would just come and go. I eventually caught feelings for you but you were about to leave for BMT and I knew I could not handle not talking to you for that long and I never wanted to be a military wife. I never could have imagined that for myself. So I let you leave and tried to move on. I had got myself a boyfriend but still found myself constantly thinking about you and missing you even though we haven't talked in 8 weeks which felt like a life time. I thought I could just forget about you if I did not talk to you even after you came back. I wish I would have slid up the night you were home and had a bonfire. I wanted to come see you so bad but knew the guy I was dating at the time would kill me because he already knew something was up once you came home. Fast forward to February 2019 one day I randomly get this message from you. I get excited as usual. The smiles quickly turn into tears as I start reading this message saying that you wanted to let me know how you felt and that you were interested in me. That was so far by far the best day of my life. Without hesitation I knew I wanted to be with you I forgot about all my hesitations before. So I go break up with the guy I was dating (thanks for helping me with that by the way) and you became my number 1 priority. At that time I did not think that we would be where we are now (and it is only May 2019). Very quickly I gave up the fight of "oh I want to wait till you are home for you to ask me out". I am so very happy I did throw that idea out the window. I then very quickly met your family for my valentines day present (still think that you "messed the address up" just so I could go meet them). I am so happy I have met them though because they are beyond amazing. From that point it has been lots of Skype calls after school and on my break at work, lots of meeting different people in your family, lots of mac n cheese dates and movie dates, and lots of love. For our 1 month you had your mom and me go get our nails done and you even got me flowers, and I am oh so grateful for that. For our 2 month we spent it together watching the movie 'A interview with God'. This is where you learned I suck at watching movies, but I promise I will work on not talking as much through them. I have even gotten to spend time on the holidays with your family which is so much of a blast.


I wish I would have let my guard down sooner. I am so lucky to have found you Kodi. I can't wait to make so many memories with you from now until forever. I love you so  much!